I watched and looked at ALOT of Porn mainly sissymaid, strapon, chastity, and etc. The usual stuff. It is like a drug sometimes I can't get it off my mind. I feel I have looked at it soo long that I am brain washed by it.
The only time I am not thinking about it is sleeping, oddly as much as I think about sex on a daily basis I never have dreams about it. Usually it is geek stuff like build some gadget that makes me alot of money, or being a rocket scientist something totally the other direction.
Back to the resolution: I Sissy Em will not stroke my clitty, tease it with toys, or any other objects for a year!!
Anyone care to share their story how long they lasted??